If I took this concern to the homeschool community, they would vindicate me with something like, "When is the last time a public school class finished their textbook? I'm sure you're in good shape."
But that doesn't work for me.
Don't say you don't have enough time. You have exactly the same number of hours per day that were given to Helen Keller, Pasteur, Michelangelo, Mother Teresa, Leonardo da Vinci, Thomas Jefferson, and Albert Einstein. ~Life's Little Instruction BookWe started out this year in a deficit because, well, during the previous 2013-2014 school year, we added Noah to the family. Before he joined us at the end of November, we spent nearly a month on the road, exploring the Great Lakes region and Canada in September. Formal schooling took a back seat during those times, as it should have. However, because of that, Abby was still finishing her first grade math at the beginning of her second grade year, and we were only halfway through our history spine at the start of this school year. Determined to finish first grade work before moving on to second, we devoted the time at the beginning of 2014-2015 year to doing just that.
With some hard work, we caught up just in time to take our brood out west for another month on the road in October. When we came home, it was time for the holiday rush. Sam injured his eye. I was fighting some sort of mysterious full-body infection. Christmas. January blues. First trimester exhaustion. Homeschool co-op started up. Then all of the sudden it's Easter, and I'm like, "Whoa. The school year is practically over, and we're only this far into our studies?"
This is the time of year we start planning for the next grade level. We evaluate what worked and what didn't this current year. Incidentally, it's the time of year I have my "Oh crap!" moment, especially this year, considering we'll be adding a new baby near the top of what will be our 1st, 3rd, and 6th grade year, which means it's going to be tough going for a while. I know this. Add that to life with a toddler and a preschooler and it sounds like a recipe for disaster.
I'm stuck between giving myself grace to stop now and cut our losses or determining to do what I know in my heart we've had the ability to do all along, and that is to do it right and finish.
So the "principal" and I had a heart-to-heart. We established our goals for the rest of this school year, which included how many lessons we wanted to complete in each subject (ahem, all of them), and accelerated our revolutionary sticker chart to reflect the necessary changes that we'd need to make in order to meet those goals. We aren't meeting the public school end date, but we'll still have a summer break. (So, sorry to the neighborhood kids who knock and want to play in June. They'll be out after lunch!) We implemented the new schedule complete with a daily checklist last Monday. I dreaded it. I knew I'd be met with grumbles and dug-in heels. I was wrong. The kids have risen to the challenge. The only thing keeping us from finishing is my own inability to stay the course.
We excuse our sloth under the pretext of difficulty. ~Marcus Fabius QuintilianThere will always be an excuse to give as to why we are behind, every single year, whether a new baby, unexpected illness, "field trips", general weariness, life with toddlers, being buried in life, visitors, legitimate catastrophes. Some years, there will be grace. This year, we're meeting the challenge with grit and determination. Because we need to save our "mulligan" for a year when we actually need it. My kids are able. I am able. Anything worth doing is worth doing well. And the things worth doing are never easy.
I have walked alongside some people who have encountered very serious trials and life-altering circumstances. Sometimes people shrink back, but the ones that inspire me are the ones that rally, who determine to keep going, one day at a time when things are at their toughest. These are the people who shout Jesus from the rooftops with nothing but their actions. Finishing out the school year is not a real trial when you consider it in the face of unspeakable tragedy, but I mention these folks because they are the ones whose living testimonies propel me forward. It's just a little bit of schoolwork. With God's help, a plan, sheer will, and a little bit of grace, we're going to do this thing. One day at a time.
This is my message to myself - Stop making excuses and finish what you started.
It really is that simple.
(No, my kids aren't being held captive. There is always time for play.)
The trouble with always leaving yourself a way out is that you always take it. ~Robert Brault